Running Out of Time
May 28, 2008
Time is a precious commodity. People often underestimate its value because they do not take the time (no pun intended…really) to think about it. Time is the one thing you can give a person that you cannot regenerate. Once you have spent even five minutes of your time on them, you cannot get that five minutes back. That is in the past, and we cannot go into the past.
But people tend to take advantage of time more than they do spend it. They think they have all the time in the world to hate, disrespect, or hurt on even the ones they love. They will learn from their mistakes, right? And that is what life is all about, right? But why do they have to wait until it is too late? So often we hear that; we hear of lost opportunities, lost loves, and lost chances period. So sure that that one person will always be there, that that one job position is always yours, or that you will always get that chance to tell your mother that you love her, that we grow complacent in taking advantage of life. Read more
Tags: Time, commodity, lost chances
Abort! Abort! Abort!
May 21, 2008
With the upcoming presidential elections being more of a horse and pony show than a political agenda, I sat down to think about what America has become. When we moved in on the Native Americans and took over their land, we sought freedom from a monarchy that we had no say in posting. We did not know really that this was our intent though; it seemed to develop over time. Initially we were just good with gaining more land, riches, and glory. Soon settling in the British colonies was not enough; we wanted better.
The constitution was formed with the intent “to form a more perfect Union…” and to establish a creed for the United States of America. What is often used (or misused in many cases) in debates is the first amendment: Read more
Tags: constitution
Needs More Sugar
May 19, 2008
There is a saying ‘have your cake and eat it too’ that is often used as an insult. That is because it usually is. I mean, no matter what way you look at it or twist it, that is ultimately what you are asking for. No matter what word play you use to justify your actions, it still makes it an insult.
I do not think I take for granted inherent things in the world. Is it not inherent that you be faithful to your girlfriend or boyfriend regardless of whether or not a ring is on their finger? Should it not be an agreement by both of you if you decide to step out on them? I mean, think about all the emotions you have to play with to do that. You first hurt the one you claim to love because they have now become insufficient for you; they cannot give you what you want so their role has been minimized to nothing. You make them feel that small that you actually expect them to take you back into their bed afterwards as if to call them a whore. Then you have the one that you cheat with; they think they now have a chance with you and get hurt when you say ‘no’. Sex should not be about fucking. Sex should be about making love and showing that love to your partner. You cheat with that person, they think it will go somewhere. Perhaps it will. Perhaps that is what you want all along. Despite what you say. You disrespect two people and make them both whores when you cheat. Read more
Tags: cake and eat it too, faithful, girlfriend, boyfriend, emotions, love
Independent Dependency
May 14, 2008
I love with my whole heart. I often get taken advantage of because of my weakness for seeing others happy before myself. To my detriment, I will always put everyone else first. I so want to reach for what I deserve and what I want, but I do not feel worthy often times. It is not that I am not worthy either. I deserve happiness. I deserve to be loved unconditionally. I deserve to be that one special person. I deserve to achieve my goals and dreams. I deserve anything I want. The thing is, I do not want much.
I want to be loved, but only by her. I want to be successful, but not in the world’s terms of success. I want kids, but only her kids. And I want to spend the rest of my life with my heart.
I am a good person in general. I am loyal, honest, faithful, caring, kind, and just plain good. I love with my whole heart. If you are my friend, I tell you; I let you know how important you are to me, what you mean to me, and how awesome you are. If you are my lover, there is not one moment where I miss the chance to tell you how much I love you. Read more
Emotions and Women
May 4, 2008
As a woman, I am programmed to be emotional. It is encoded in our DNA somehow I am sure. However, I am further prone to be more emotional because I am hypersensitive; it is a trait of many Aquarians really. But in looking at many of the things that upset me, not many of them are unwarranted. One would think that because I am hypersensitive, I would get my feelings hurt easily, but it is not that simple. Sure, they may hurt more easily than the next person, but with rights. If someone I love talks down to me, it will hurt; is that wrong? If someone I care about calls me a name, it will hurt; is that wrong?
I feel in a natural manner. I have a right to be jealous if my girlfriend insists on talking to other women in a manner that is not just as friends. I have a right to be hurt if my sister decides to not speak with me without cause. I have a right to be upset if I believe an injustice is being done within my work space. Natural reactions that anyone would have, right? Read more
Tags: woman, emotional, hypersensitive
