Complexity
July 6, 2008
The mind is a powerful tool. My mind in particular is always going; it is always formulating a new task, goal, idea, or scenario. With that said, I always have something to say, but do not always know how to say it. Because everything is always so jumbled in my complex mind, I cannot always get it out! Sometimes it is not even that I cannot get it out, it is merely that I do not have the time or the focus. Like right now I have a blog post waiting to be posted that I have yet to finish writing. It will be a long one to say the least, but I am not in the right mind frame to finish. I would have finished it when I started it, but I got too busy to do so, and now it remains in my drafts folder. I hate it because it will be a good post (as all my posts are, lol); I say this because it will be full of meat.I know that some of my posts are pretty vanilla and short, but that is for those ‘readers‘ who really do not like to read, lol. Truly, I think that some ideas and views are better expressed with only a couple of paragraphs whereas other ideas do need in depth analysis.
More than that, it is sometimes hard to gauge what a reader will want to read or know more about. While yes, I did start blogging in this blog with the sole intent to spit out whatever was on my mind in regards to the world around me, I also want to provoke thought in my readers.
I am in love with a mind and if I can promote more readers to actually use their minds, it really gets me on a natural high that I cannot describe [adequately enough that is].
But the mind is so complex. What may affect one person may have no effect at all on the next. What stimulates one person’s mind over another? I guess that is why we have sociopaths and such though; the people that do not fit the mold are labeled and therefor judged, but why not try and engage them? My girlfriend is well on the way to becoming a sociopath but she recognizes her tendencies and chooses not to act on them [yet she is still young and has plenty of time to do so]. I am not kidding at all; she would love nothing more than to be able to kill someone [right now she does not have a specific target], but her intelligence tells her that it is not a wise idea. Not only does she not like the idea of being incarcerated, but she does have a hint of a conscious and she has a belief in God that will not allow her to do such a horrid thing.
I know you all must be thinking I am nuts for being with her, but you have to understand that I am in love with her. They way her mind works is phenomenal! And she has such a big heart [she really does]. Just everything about her is amazing. You would not know she is the sociopath that she is had I not spilled the beans just now!
Seriously, she could be a sociopath by all means of the word, but she is so unique that she is more than that. I cannot explain the essence of her, but to have her as mine, I feel truly blessed.
Tags: complex, readers, read, sociopath
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