Word!
June 3, 2008
Never try to play mind games with anyone of some intelligence; even better still, never play them with a genius. A genius can not only follow, but also trip you up. You have to backtrack, find where you went wrong, and then correct it. Then it no longer has any clout; you just changed it to fit your needs. To fit your vision.
Why try the games with a fellow intellect? And then look at them like they are dumb? Like they do not actually realize what the hell you are saying? You know they know, but still try to run the circles in their head hoping this time it will work. It doesn’t. Now what?
I have always been one to say what I mean, mean what I say. Speak the truth. I have been a firm believer in life being too short to keep up with the lies. I have done pretty well to live by motto. At least nothing can come back to me and bite me in the ass. Of course, I have a bad memory and may say things that are not so to impress someone, but I can truly say that I do not really know if I have ever done that. But due to the fact that I am an imperfect human, I do add the disclaimer in case I have.
Why can’t I get the same respect that I show? Hell, why can’t I get some respect period? Adults…shit I’m 26, when will I be an adult??? Adults say I am too young to know better, and kids think I’m too old to understand. My lover thinks she should live life only for her…
I will never understand society. I keep coming to the conclusion that I cannot believe in the chivalry of the past. The honor code. Faithfulness. Love. Respect. Loyalty. But I still hold onto it. I still try to make it so. I still look for it. I still seek it out. I am a fool.
In the search for greatness, I can fall into the trap of believing the word play. I believe the lies. And when I bring the words to be held accountable, the game begins. The twists, turns, and circles are drawn. But I can always find the ball under the cup. I always excelled at word searches. You canNOT trip me up. You can certainly say something that does not make sense because bullshit will never make sense. People will believe their own bullshit and try and pass it off as truth. Pass it off as reality. Pass it off as making actual sense. But it doesn’t. It’s bullshit.
I’m tired of believing the bullshit.
Tags: mind games, intelligence, truth, word play, bullshit
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