Busy

December 29, 2009

I’m really busy. That is all.

Uber Baby

December 29, 2009

Pwn those Noobs!

Pwn those Noobs!

Oedipus Rex: Are Fate and Free Will Mutually Exclusive?

September 6, 2009

***I am not always the best at keeping things in a straight line, but I have done my best here. These are my thoughts today when I was thinking about fate, destiny, action, and free will. I am not an authoritarian on anything, but this is rather the truth as I see it and what I believe God has shown me.***This is something I wrote in one of my FB notes***

The paradox that is presented by foreknowledge and free will is one that would seem to be a nice contradiction to the idea of prophecy and free will or an All Knowing God and free will. Determinism vs. free will seems to always take into account that because something CAN be, it SHOULD be. For example, if God said to me that I was going die in a car accident on Tuesday, my human nature would tell me to avoid getting into a car on Tuesday. More than that, I could even take it a step further and opt not to leave the house at all on Tuesday. After all, I could be in a car accident where a car hits me as I am walking down the road right? Yet even if either or other alternatives are good alternatives that may prevent the foretold death, does it mean I should take those routes?
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Conspiring Mind

May 21, 2009

I could be a conspiracy theorist. I think too much. I analyze too much. And I could convince an Eskimo that he not only needs a refrigerator, but a deep freezer to go with it. I can believe. I can make others believe.

No, I’m not saying I have any power over anyone. Other than the power of manipulation. Not manipulation in the ill sense of the word; just in the sense that if I want you to believe my point or in the very least leave thinking I may be right, I can.

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Dazed and Confused?

May 11, 2009

I think. A lot. It’s apparent, I think, with the posts sometimes that I post and the ideas that I spout, but I think. A lot.

I don’t like my mind really. I don’t. Simply because I don’t feel normal. That’s right. I don’t feel normal and I don’t like that feeling. I don’t feel normal because I don’t think about normal stuff…I think.

I think about death, I think about old people, and I think about spiritual warfare, but very little about everything else. Sure bills and work, but apart from that, my mind is cluttered.
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Christianity = Suicide?

April 1, 2009

Now before any religious buffoons come and attack me, please read the post. I am a firm believer in God and the Bible; this is just something I was mulling over in the car and as this is my blog, I have the right to say what I please.

I have been through hard times where I thought the only choice I had was to take my life and I tried. I did. I did not succeed, but the peculiar thing about it was the doctors said there were no meds in my system. Despite the completely empty bottle and my very lethargic state, the doctors could not find any trace of the meds in my system. It was from then on that I thought for sure that God wanted better for me. Read more

I Lost My Draft

March 3, 2009

I lost my draft.

That sucks.

I’m in the process of changing the blog around though and giving it a more clear direction.

Stay tuned.

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