Happy New Year
January 1, 2009
Happy new year everyone! I am looking forward to this new year. I’m looking forward to a better ‘09. The new year is looking to be a pivitol one for many. After all, it will be the year that we see our first black president in action. It’s when we get to see just how bad the economy will get. It’s where we start opening our eyes.
People are so excited about the new year that they are more motivated to fulfill their resolutions this year more than any other. I say bring on the new year! Here’s to a great ‘08, but a better ‘09!
Idiots, Morons, and All Around Noobs
December 26, 2008
It has been a minute since I posted in here as I have been extremely busy with life and business. I started this blog as an outlet for my thoughts and musings so that is what I have used it as. Whether I have a lot to say or little to say, whenever I have something to say, it is with a purpose. I was delighted to find a new comment in my comment approval section today as it sparked this very post. I don’t know if the idiot really thought their comment would get seen or the moron thought I’d actually approve it, but it was so [sarcasm]eloquently written, how could I not approve it[/sarcasm]???
Sunday Sermon
October 26, 2008
My life has always been a hectic one; just when I think things are going well for me, they make a turn for the worse. I cannot seem to get a break in this game called life. Even when I think about getting one, I do not know if I would know what to do with it. There are just times where I think that I’d rather just ‘be’ and do nothing at all: don’t eat, don’t sleep, don’t work….just be.
When everything seems to be too much, I curse God. I wonder why He hates me so much. I just cannot understand it. All my life I have been shitted on, but done nothing to warrant the bullshit. I have loved and worshiped God since Jr. High so why doesn’t He love me like I love Him?
I realized coming home today that I get this way in my most dire of circumstances. Instead of calling on God, I feel as though He has abandoned me…before I ask for help.
I’m working on better, but I can understand the need to ask the question ‘why’. Only problem is, I forget our minds are too finite to understand the ongoings of an infinate God…
Jen’s Update
October 21, 2008
Ok. So I do want to continue on my last post, but it has been so hectic in my life right now. Not in a bad way…mostly…but just doing a million things at once. I have become so overwhelmed trying to balance work, online work, and a social life.
I have been doing a lot of thinking though. I cannot wait until the time when I can do nothing but let my thoughts flow in a novel of my life [unpublished surely =P].
I am constantly bugged by the state of the world. I said just last night that I do not envy future generations at all. Our world is overcome with greed, war, and hostility. It is depressing and downright disgusting. I do not want to know what is going on with our nation; I’d rather live in my own world and worry about my own day-to-day rather than get pulled into the nonsense that is politics nowadays. I’m disgusted by the state of the nation. Downright disgusted. Freaking A. I mean geeze. What the hell?
Think guys. THINK. FUCK! I swear I’m just so done with thinking the US is so great. I feel blessed to be here because of all the opportunities I am afforded, but I am so ashamed at our piss poor government. I know, I know. I shouldn’t talk about shit that I’m not involved in, right? But yo, the answer to all our problems every time is not war. It is so easy for the president to enact war on other nations because he does not have to be on the frontlines himself. So easy to have someone else doing his dirty work. If he supports the war so damn much, why doesn’t he step into the battleground too? Whatever.
Loving God [Part 1]
September 12, 2008
God is often referred to as a loving God. Atheists and Agnostics alike often like to use this ideal against the Christian community. They stipulate that if our God is so loving, how can He allow for pain and suffering? How can He allow babies to die or be killed. How can He allow women to be raped and abused? How can He allow others not to love? Moreover, it is not just that He is a loving God, it is that He is Omnipotent; therefore, God should be able to stop this.
Dissenters say that because the world as we know contradicts a loving, all-powerful God, that God cannot exist. After all, He would do something, right? Loving us means protecting us, right?
Let’s examine each argument fully for a minute. Read more
Tags: God, Atheists, Agnostics, allow, Omnipotent
Black & White
August 30, 2008
When people ask me if I am an optimist or a pessimist, I tell them quite simply that I am a realist. I dream for the best, but know that the worst might occur. I hate sappy romance movies because they never stay true to life, yet secretly I root for the happy ending. I want the fantasy to be a reality.
When I was younger, my mother would become so upset with me because I always had to have things as black and white–no room for gray. She used to tell me that things are not always black and white and that I had to accept that sometimes there is just gray. I never could. I still cannot. I tell people that in order to get gray, you must mix the black and the white. Sure, it applies to colors, but it can apply to life too. People only accept the gray because they do not want to accept the truth. Read more
Tags: optimist, pessimist, realist, gray
Anyone Out There?
August 20, 2008
I write because I love to write. I write because I love to get my voice out. I write because I love to let my thoughts flow like pure word vomit…it helps me figure things out.
From what I can tell, people do visit this site and read what I have to say but have very little to say about it. I would be very interested to find out what your opinions are on a subject. If it gets enough coverage, I’d even be willing to write a follow-up post on it. Many of the topics I have discussed will get touched on over and over again throughout this blog in some manner again, but if you want to know more right away, I’m willing to write on it.
I would also just like to know that there are people out there. Whether they agree with what I am saying or not, it is nice to know that they are actually pondering on what I have said. I just like knowing that people are taking time out of their day to actually think.
